Vicious Valentine 2002
February found me headed for Chicago to spend a weekend with my special Domme friend and mentor, Ms. Lash. During a
recent chat on-line, she had asked me if I could come up and be her subbie escort for the weekend. The timing for this trip
could not have been better.
After my trip to Cherynn's I had been thinking more and more about being a maid to a Domme and becoming more of a "sissy"
in my play and actions. This trip gave me a chance to discuss these feelings with someone who had considerable experience
with both of these subjects.
For some time now, Ms Lash has been kind enough to let me stay at her home whenever I visit Chicago. She has never asked
for anything in exchange for this kindness, but I've felt like there was something more I could for her than the few small projects I
had completed for her in the past. Acting as her maid just seemed like a prefect solution to this for me.
Although I tried to assume the submissive, subservient role from the outset of the weekend, I found this wasn't something that
quickly came to me. But, by the end of the weekend, I was responding to her commands, and in a few cases the commands of
others, without thinking about it. From duties around the house, to taking the shoes off of a Domme whose feet were sore, while
kneeling in the lobby of the event, I found I had quietly and slowly taken on the role I thought of for a long time.
One of the things I had become obsessed with prior to this trip was having the proper "uniform" for my new role. I found as the
weekend went on that it didn't matter how I dressed, this was more a question of my mental and emotional state, than my
physical appearance. I also found even when I couldn't dress the part; I still maintained the "sissy" headspace without a
problem. My outfits for the weekend included a nice blouse and long skirt combo on Friday night, sweats and T-shirt Saturday
during the day at the house, a lacey blouse, leather skirt and waist cincher belt Saturday night, and a nice casual blouse with
jeans on Sunday. Through all those outfits, I still garnered many favorable comments from Ms. Lash and her friends (well,
except for the sweats outfit). And I felt very femme the whole time too. And regardless of the outfit, I knew where my place was
and what my role was at all times!
One of the things I bought on Friday night while looking through the vendor’s at the event, was a cock ring with a small bell
attached. One Saturday, while doing chores around the house, I wore it and noticed the smile on Ms. Lash's face whenever she
heard that bell. Even though I was wearing my sweats and t-shirt at the time since there were workmen in the house, I still felt
very much the sissy. Also, there was another of Ms. Lash's subs at the house and I enjoyed his smiles as he heard the bell
ring. I realized at one point I was actually teasing him a little. Damn, have I become a flirt or what!
Even after the weekend and I was back home, this new mindset has been evident. Two weeks after the trip north, I was taking
my wife out for breakfast and shopping. After breakfast, I opened my wife's door for her at the car and then walked to my side of
the car. As I got into the car, I noticed she was grinning and I asked her why. She replied that since the trip I had been much
more attentive to her and was doing things that I had not before for her. As I thought about that comment, I realized how much
this new role had affected me. It is an awesome feeling and one I hope doesn’t go away soon.
Ms Lash and I had a great scene Saturday night, involving some play I hadn't done before and expanding on the new interests I
had developed at Cherynn's. Although we could'nt get into any actual CBT, she tormented my clitty through my panties with her
signal tail, which was a new experience for me. The nipple play she did was quite different for me and a nice feeling.
But the most intense feelings of the weekend came from the "mind" scene we did all weekend. Talking to her after the
weekend, it was not my imagination that I had gotten into the sissy head space. The talks we had and the role I slowly assumed
really had a major affect on me. I know I have only begun my training and conditioning as a sissy maid, but I like where I have
gotten already.
Thank you Ms. Lash for all your support and effort in putting in my proper place!
The event itself, Vicious Valentine 2002, was a tremendous success despite the problems caused before hand by a few
extreme Christian types. The sponsors of the event made every effort to protect our privacy and ensure a good time for all. Even
with the few added restrictions that caused limiting certain types of play and a couple of the planned seminars, the event was
well attended, especially Saturday night. This was one of the best events I have attended without a doubt!
One of the things I especially appreciated was the number of CD's in attendance. The girls I saw were awesome and gave me
a lot of ideas on how I can improve my appearance and demeanor. I enjoyed talking to a few of them and hearing their thoughts
on a variety of topics. I also witnessed some different kinds of play involving CD's that give me ideas for future play.
I know Ms Lash enjoyed seeing her friends and meeting new ones. I also enjoyed the way her friends accepted me and helped
me assume my new role. Interacting like that in a public environment was a special treat for me.
I think this was another outstanding weekend and I again thank Ms Lash and her friends for letting me share in the fun!