First Meeting with Marti!
The weekend of 23-24 Mar '02, will be one I remember for a long time. It was an adventure into new territory, as well as a
continuation of my journey into the world of sissy maids and more! We set the meeting up sort of half way between both of our
homes, but it was still roughly a two and half -hour drive for me. During the drive my mind wandered all over the place
wondering what would happen when we got together. Little did I know this journey would go far beyond my expectations or
fantasies.
After meeting at the front desk and waiting a bit for our room to be ready, we sat down at the kitchen table and talked for a bit. All
the conversations on-line really paid off as we soon talking quite intimately about a number of really personal things as only two
close friends would. It was very refreshing to be able to talk to someone in real terms about ideas and desires that border for
many us on the fine line between reality and fantasy. The part that struck me most about this was that we intelligently redefining
that "fine" line as an outline for our activities of the day. Wow!
Since the first item on the agenda was a photo shoot, we headed up to the upper level dressing are to do our makeup. I'm by no
means a makeup expert or consultant, but I think I did give Marti some helpful ideas on adding to her "unmasked" look. She
hadn't tried contouring before, and even with just a little multi-tone blush in strategic places, I could see a major difference in her
appearance. The other special touch we added was my auburn shoulder length, which I think is a much better color for her
"au natural" than the stark "Goth" colors she uses with her masks. We then proceeded to do a bunch of pictures of each other
and together in a few outfits before taking a short break. After the break we did the first rope bondage play of the day, with her
tying me up to a chair and tormenting more than a little bit.. As I told Marti afterwards, I had never done rope bondage for its own
sake before and found it very intriguing and stimulating.
At this point let me explain that the original plan had been for each of us to take turns being the "top" and the "bottom". It quickly
changed to Mistress Marti being the Domme for the whole event. As I have noted in recent entries, I find myself getting further
into the submissive role and this showed itself very early in our activities that day. I honestly believe this has a lot to do with how
comfortable I am with a specific Domme or top; and with Marti I was very comfortable! I found myself responding to her without
reservation, even getting a little too frisky for my own own good a few times! Also I think (and hope) that Marti was enjoying her
Domme role, guiding me to new and wonderful places in sub-space!
After another brief rest and a little more discussion of where our heads were going with out play, it was time for another outfit
change and another rope session, this time upstairs on the extra bed. Again I found the confinement of the ropes very relaxing
in a special way. With the addition of my blindfold and head harness-ball gag, I was definitely off in a world all to myself, but still
very aware of the tormenting Marti was doing to me. Again Marti had to apply a little “discipline” to keep me calm and focused.
We were soon preparing for one of what I consider the main events of the day, Mistress Marti's initial sissy/maid training of me. I
donned my new maid's outfit and new strap-on heels that Jackie sent me, took one last check of my makeup and hair, and
presented myself to Mistress. Mistress immediately placed "her" training collar on me, explaining that as long as I wore that
collar I was to obey her every command. She was very complimentary of my movement and behavior, but quickly pointed out
several things I could do better. After working on my poise and walk for a bit, she took several pictures of me. She then placed
me in a kneeling position before her and had me help her secure her dildoe harness to her. Oh my, I was about to get a "taste"
of something I had only really fantasized about to this point! She then placed my blindfold on me and left me to my thoughts for a
few minutes. I'm not sure where my thoughts were when she commended me to open wide and pay oral service to her. Wow!
Even though I "knew" it was all "simulated", I found myself getting into the action as if it was the real thing, with thinking of the
differences between reality and fantasy at that point.
I go into that much detail, not to be pornographic, but to point out how far I had gotten into my submissive, femme/sissy state at
that point. From that point on, Mistress could have asked me for almost anything and had gotten it I think. I felt so different from
a short time before that and in a special way much more complete. As we had discussed at the start of the day, I had finally
decided on some very firm limits to my current exploration and while staying well within them, I feel I accomplished a lot towards
finding my "place" during that session. Having experienced yet another "forced" advancement of my sissiness, we took another
break and cleaned up to go out for dinner.
One of the things I have found I like about being with Marty is that not all the time is spent discussing CDing, scene play, etc.
The reality check of a normal conversation, regardless of the topic, is nice during an intense day like the one we were having.
Oh, we did talk about makeup, wigs and such, but that was interspersed with conversation about our backgrounds and other
interests. A good example of this is all the help Marti has given MS J and me with our computer issues. This girl really knows
her stuff on computers and is so willing to help us. And it is very much appreciated.
After dinner, we ventured into the second main event of the day; masking. This tends to get a bit complicated to explain
sometimes, so my easy answer to this is to send folks to Marti's site for the explanation. Marti had explained to me several
times that the masks seem to change one's personality; she was NOT kidding! Once I got accustomed to the confining feeling
and the limited vision the mask poses, I found another side of my developing femme-ness. And talk about inhibitions
disappearing, Wow! We had groped and played a bit throughout the day, but the session that followed putting the masks on
was the best of the day I think. It was all over way too soon.
Marti left shortly after midnight, leaving me to my thoughts and a very restful sleep. Surprisingly, after all that play and mind
blowing changes in my outlook on things, I did sleep well for a change in a strange bed and surroundings. That goes to show
how good the day had been!
I'll leave the pictures to speak for themselves, instead of trying poorly to detail the outfits we wore and the play that ensued. I
think it is much better to leave you with my thoughts and new feelings, which are quite honestly the best ones I've had since my
journey began. I am confident I will be meeting with Marti again soon to continue what we have started. Couple with my training
and guidance from Ms. LashDomme, I think I am well on my way to finding what I have been looking for!
-e-