In the Beginning
Sep, 1995

This was my first real experience as the "person"; who has become known as Elita.    I had met Goddess Glory, a real
understanding Domme, through People Exchanging Power (PEP).  After several phone conversations and a few letters,
I got the nerve to spend an evening with her "en femme".

Here is an excerpt from my diary about that night:

(Note:  My femme name back then was Lee.  To keep things from getting too confusing I have changed
all references to Lee to my current femme name Elita)

The evening began with her meeting me at my hotel.  .  I wished I knew how to do make up.  It would have been great to
meet Glory at the door as a "complete" woman, but from the look on her face, I don't think I missed the mark by much
even without makeup.  By then I was really keyed up.  I gotten finished dressing a head of schedule and then had to wait
for her.  That was scary and wild at the same time.  The doubts came and went over and over again, but when I opened
that door I WAS Elita and ready for whatever happened.  The wait I think really helped put me into role, sitting or pacing,
looking at myself in those mirrors.  Oh boy (girl)!  When I opened that door I was full of confidence one second and putty
the next.  Having Glory there made it real and SHOWTIME.  Even while we talked and she did my makeup I really felt like
it was two women getting ready for date or night out.  When I saw the result in mirror, I was gone, over the edge, whacko
......etc.  I still can't believe she got Eita to look that good on the first visit!

I still can't get over the scenes that Glory mentioned on the phone during that last call before the trip.  They were so close
to a couple of ones that I had written down for her (that she hadn't seen yet) to be scary.  She really had gotten a feel for
the femme side of me.  D&S really is all about good head!

I don't even remember seeing her get ready.  Between looking in those damn mirrors and laying her goodies out on the
bed, my mind was blown.  I was Lee and here I was getting ready to do my Ladies wishes.  When she began dressing
me for her pleasure and play it was wild.  The results from that were massive too.  The posing for the photos was a turn
on.  I was showing off for "all the world" to see.  Glory was really getting into the feel of the moment too.  I don't know what
she had expected, but I think Elita was beyond her expectations too.  Regardless, I know that the time posing set the
stage for Elita's baptism as a woman with her first Mistress.

Thinking about it later, I remember thinking how "helpless" I felt even though she used so little in the way of restraints
or equipment.  She KNEW what to use for my first time and it worked.   That little flogger or tail was enough of a mind
an physical thing to make things complete.  I think I want to try more later, but it was perfect for the first time.  I was HOT
that night and that was all Glory's doing.  I think the hot side of Elita is going to develop more than the other side for a
while.  There's more fun in being a sex crazed flirt than miss goody two shoes!  Time will tell though!

Another note: We did a lot of new and wondrous things that night.  As I get more comfortable with having my intimate
thoughts and deeds printed here for all to see, I may add a bit more about that first night.  Needless to say, Goddess
Glory did make me into a woman that night, in looks and "deeds".